Cross my Heart and Hope to Fly

I dunno why I'm so down. I just had a really good day with lovely people. I suppose I'm just lost, I don't really know where I belong...friends-wise this is. Because I'm not sure if the new friends are truly accepting and if the other ones really wanted me there in the first place and if the best ones still want to be the best ones. And maybe I'm also down cos of my ridiculous parents who seem to completely lack empathy, or maybe the fact I have a mouthful of ulcers and a banging headache. Oh I dunno, I'm just feeling sorry for myself but I do feel shit. I think I'm just gonna stick some music on, have a cup of tea and make something for my room. That might help I suppose.