I really don't know what this is, I just feel at a loose end. I'm just lost, I don't want the present and I don't want the future. I just wanna curl up in a ball and hibernate for a while. There are loads of things to look forward to, things to be excited about, but I feel nothing. I'm just deflated and demotivated and meh. I can't be arsed with school or work or friends or anything. I need motivation or everything is just pointless. That's the problem is that everything is for the future, but the future is so far away. But actually it's so close. I can't explain it but I feel like I'm living my life how it is not how I've made it, but then I can control my life so it's all down to me to change.
Argh.
Yea, life can be like this at times. Just have to enjoy the now and make the most of that when you get like that. Try doing something that is out of the ordinary for you, or maybe make some new friends by just introducing yourself, there is a lot out there to experience and learn.
ReplyDeleteHibernating is always a good choice too though. :)